Quetzal's Journey

I am, once again, having problems with crushes. So I'm doing the same reading I did for Kaecilius, but this time for Yondu. Fitting that it's another Marvel problem.

1. The situation-Feather of Skulls (Knave of Wands)
Shaman of Fire. Abundance, ample resources, capacity for recovery, transformation. Fire is an action suit, which is interesting because I've been not acting.

2. Action-Horse of Crystals (Knight of Cups)
Ally of the Water. "A capacity to dream that can liberate the spirit or lose it amidst useless reveries. Importance of an oneiric life."
I don't know what this means.

3. Why am I struggling?-The Ancestral Shaman (The Magician)
The desire to modify reality with the strength of one's imagination. Initiation. Practical and dialectal skills. Great potential that has not yet been expressed

4. Outcome-The Upper World (The World)
Everything that is happening must happen. Full realization. Agreement. Renewal. Completeness. Desire for a new beginning.

I don't know what's happening here.