Feeling Stuck reading
Nov. 25th, 2017 08:58 pmI've been feeling both motivated and stuck when getting my pagan stuff done. I want to dive in and make things, but I'm struggling and feeling stuck. I wanted to know why, and came across this layout. I'm using the celestial deck, as this is a spiritual based question and I am a astro-pagan.
1. Where you are now, the present situation-Five of Swords-Pegasus
Feeling vulnerable or uncertain. Yeah, this is exactly how I'm feeling. I don't know what to do or how to start or even on some level, what I want. I feel like I'm trying to hatch this thing that is ultimately just mine, but somehow feels public. I don't know why. I don't have to ever share this stuff. I just feel confused.
2. What's over your head. This can be what's on your mind, or an attitude or habit which keeps you in this situation.-Three of Wands-Perseus
A nee course of action and new plans. Well all of this is new so yeah, I can see why it's my issue. I think part of me feels like I have to build something from scratch. I mean, in some way I do, but not all of it, I suppose.
3 and 4: Factors involved in creating this situation-Nine of Cups-Andromeda and The Magician-Mercury
The shackles of the past have been lifted; a divine influence is on your side. The first one I can clearly see as people from my past who held my practice back. Not only Hex, but also Elise. But a divine presence, a God who is looking to help me, I don't know who it could be. I don't know if it's one I work with already, or another one. That needs to be addressed in another reading soon.
5. The basis-an issue or event from the past that put you into this situation-Eight of Wands-Ara
Anxiety and doubt. However, the fire on the card suggests this is being burnt away. And that ties into a lot of factors. I do feel like it has been burning away and that this is sort of part of that process.
6. Breaking out-what you need to do to get out of this situation-Ten of Swords-The Winds of Change
Change is on the horizon, explore new things and possibly even meet new people. I guess I need to be more patient. Not my strong suit. But I also need to push myself. Also not my strong suit.
7. The outside-what it will be like when you are out of the situation-Temperance-Sagittarius
Spiritual awakening and learning. I feel like I could have guessed that.
1. Where you are now, the present situation-Five of Swords-Pegasus
Feeling vulnerable or uncertain. Yeah, this is exactly how I'm feeling. I don't know what to do or how to start or even on some level, what I want. I feel like I'm trying to hatch this thing that is ultimately just mine, but somehow feels public. I don't know why. I don't have to ever share this stuff. I just feel confused.
2. What's over your head. This can be what's on your mind, or an attitude or habit which keeps you in this situation.-Three of Wands-Perseus
A nee course of action and new plans. Well all of this is new so yeah, I can see why it's my issue. I think part of me feels like I have to build something from scratch. I mean, in some way I do, but not all of it, I suppose.
3 and 4: Factors involved in creating this situation-Nine of Cups-Andromeda and The Magician-Mercury
The shackles of the past have been lifted; a divine influence is on your side. The first one I can clearly see as people from my past who held my practice back. Not only Hex, but also Elise. But a divine presence, a God who is looking to help me, I don't know who it could be. I don't know if it's one I work with already, or another one. That needs to be addressed in another reading soon.
5. The basis-an issue or event from the past that put you into this situation-Eight of Wands-Ara
Anxiety and doubt. However, the fire on the card suggests this is being burnt away. And that ties into a lot of factors. I do feel like it has been burning away and that this is sort of part of that process.
6. Breaking out-what you need to do to get out of this situation-Ten of Swords-The Winds of Change
Change is on the horizon, explore new things and possibly even meet new people. I guess I need to be more patient. Not my strong suit. But I also need to push myself. Also not my strong suit.
7. The outside-what it will be like when you are out of the situation-Temperance-Sagittarius
Spiritual awakening and learning. I feel like I could have guessed that.